Aishah :- Why, this?
Raheel:- This is the engagement ring.
Al-Aishah Engagement ring?.
Raheel:- Yes engagement Ring! But this is the one mama put on your finger. All of it happened suddenly.
I want to put this ring on your finger myself. I can even hear you when you are quiet.
If you had not come into my life,
Then I would only breathe, wouldn’t have lived.
How do you like it?
Al-Aishah: - Its really beautiful.
Raheel: - It can never be more beautiful than your smile.
At times I feel that a person has only invented words for the feelings he has gone through.
I don’t know how to even explain what I am going
through.
Should I tell you honestly,
I don’t know how to pray.
But if this will bring you peace,
Then fine.
Go, from today onwards my prayer is in your favor.
just like the treatment of a physical ailment is medicine,
Then the soul can only be saved through prayer.
Keep on praying.
Don’t stop praying. Keep on praying.
Keep on praying.
Keep on praying.
ALLAH Is Great….
Al-Aishah What is the stubbornness, you have against me, Raheel?
Raheel I have no stubbornness towards anyone.
Al-aishah If
this is not stubbornness, then what is it, Raheel?
I cannot see you get ruined like this.
This is the last time I have come to beg you,
I will not be able to come to meet you again.
The surveillance on me is increasing.
Keep my respect,
I beg you.
Raheel don’t ask me to go back.
I have accepted that you were never in my fate,
But please let me stay here.
I don’t want anything from you.
Al-aishah I cannot give you anything either.
Not even a false promise.
But now,
I will make one promise to you, Raheel.
We cannot be together in this world,
but in afterlife,
in that afterlife,
I will only ask for your companionship from my God.
You will believe this promise of mine, right?
Raheel I already have a weak heart,
Don’t hurt it like this.
Neither makes false promises,
Nor swear falsely.
How many times have I told you?
Don’t test me again and again.
I will die with the memories of you,
Please don’t come in thoughts so much.
When one-sided love with the lover, makes you believe everything,
You stop making deals.
What could be a bigger deal than asking for love in
return for your love?
When a lover, overcomes deals and helplessness,
Then love comes to salute the lover, itself.
Whether your love, loves you or not,
they shouldn’t be part of love,
that’s when you achieve greatness in love.
That’s when a lover is truly free.
Author
Raheel (Joker)
I'm glad you didn't respond to me, I just called to hear your voice.
So, your voice recording was enough, I should hang up what am I doing um so myself…
I feel kind of dumb, but uh, I miss you I’ve been
thinking about you
and I’ve been thinking about our love and how much I
miss your touch I miss being around
you hear your laugh and holding your hand, I think of you every day I
I want us to go back to the old days
because I miss you and I just thought of you so I
thought I’d call you
I hope you don't think I’ve lost my mind
I hope you don't think I’m crazy this
I can't hang up I don't want this to end not again, I don't know if you missed me
too
I mean I haven't heard from you but I
hope you do
I’ll always love you even if things
never go back to what we were what we
what I became so used to what I thought
would be
forever just us two
but anyway, I just called to say
that I miss you
False Raheel Zari
Part 2
Note :- The name has
been changed to make it easier to understand.
Don't involve me in this, my history is totally different... ( Raheel & Al-aishah Is Just a name )
Raheel:-
You here?
Al-aishah:-
Yes, it’s me,
what condition are you in?
Raheel:-
Why are you so concerned about my condition?
Al-aishah:-
If I had been not so concerned, I would not have
been standing here,
why did you ruined yourself so much?
Raheel :-
I
think, love cursed me.
Al-aishah:-
Curse, you cursed me and see how soon I got cursed, since the day of marriage I
became a widow and was in my mourning, your
cursed have so much effect.
Raheel:-
I wish, I could have this effect in my prayers as well that, I did for us to
unite, curse was for myself, if I would have known that these word will have so
much affect then I swear I would have ripped
them from my chest, I would have killed those words.
Al-aishah:- Prayers and curse is not in our control, Accept
ALLAH! we just raise our hands towards sky, decision
is taken somewhere else, the decision of me being ruined was already taken, I
had to be ruined and I am ruined.
Raheel :- okay, okay,
the time is passed but whatever
curse I gave you that day, I had taken it back.
Al-aishah Then why this condition? Why are you roaming here and there
like wanderer? Such people do not stay in one place. You are very stubborn, Why
can’t you agree to whatever I am saying?
Raheel :- If you
say so, Then shall I die?
Al-aishah You have already shown me your death,
I want you to live,
I want to see you alive.
Raheel
I am alive, I am breathing, but without
you, I can get this amount of life only.
Al-aishah
I am begging in front of you, please give me this
right to you.
Raheel:- All the rights are for you, I am just
alive, and this life is yours.
Al-aishah
When you give me this right, so why don’t you agree to what I am saying. Just
stop ruining yourself, I am dying every single moment to see you in this
condition, I too was dead when I heard
about your death.
Raheel:-
The news of my death, I wish, it was true, you told me to die, so I became
dead, my life was held by you, you said to give up my life, so I did, when you
breathe that does not means that you are alive.
Al-aishah:-
Are you mad? I did not say this and when you were gone from my house, why did
not you go back to your house? Do you have any idea that without you they were
in so much trouble??
Raheel:- How did I go back to
the house? When I was leaving the house, I promise myself that when I will come back, I will be with
you, but I have lost you, what would have I done going back home, which house? Which
relatives? Which friends?
Al-aishah:- Who does this? Are you mad Raheel? Raheel,
Raheel:- say it again, I have not heard my name since so many days.
Al-aishah:- Raheel
I don’t have much time,
Raheel:-
please agree on what I am saying,
Al-aishah:- please
go back, I am begging in front of you, Please stop ruining your life,
I have accepted, your love is
the most truthful love in the whole world compared to other love, no one can compete this, you have defeated everyone
Raheel:-
I have no concern with anyone, I have no concern with this whole world, If
there will be a win for me, that will be you, you tell me, did you also loose in front of my love?
Al-aishah Friend (
We have to leave ):- Come, Come naa we are getting late
Conversation between two Al-aishah & Al-aishah
friend
Al-aishah:- I am not getting anything, when I did
not met him, my heart was still not comfortable
and when I have met him, so I am feeling that I am
in a very difficult situation, I don’t know what is going on but now, I cannot
tolerate all this more, I cannot do this anymore, I don’t understand. Al-aishah,
Aishah, Aishah,
Al-aishah Friend:- Why don't you agree, that you
love him too, just like he does. Come on, Aishah, you can't run? At least don’t
lie in front of me. I know you better than anyone. So please try to accept it…
It’s being a long time I’m trying to interact with you. As you know I don’t have any sources ESC Laptop! Well this the only way I communicate with you? As u mention it in the previous mail may ALLAH keeps you smiling. [well let me tell you one thing! That’s you?] I front of people I try to be a joker as u know the joker always smile? Always hide the things behind the bar or you may say just behind the mask, the same thing I do with me and the interesting fact is that people think I am really happy which is not true.
Anyway, the main concern? I just want to know about yourself and your health? I know that I am far-far way form the things but too far from your heart. I know that I’m a heartless person who always thing about self- just me me me …
I realized lot of things, the pain which you are suffering from which I made for you. I just apologies. But always try to remember I have not played with your feelings even I won’t think of it to play such a bad role. Coming towards me? I really miss you badly there is not a single day where I won’t recall you. I always do, I just looked at the pictures the videos the time which we have spent together and every small thing. I have no words to express my feelings towards you. This are the chronological way I used to remember you and knew well you do the same; and you feel the same what I feel for you.
